My true resolve

Every morning, I wake up with the question: What is this day for me? I look around and see the same things that I use every day. Everything seem to be normal wherein I don't have to worry at all. However, this normality is abnormal itself, and I want to know how to break that abnormality in the normality that I usually do in life.

I need to reevaluate myself.

That is a resolve that I need to instill to myself. And because my time is running out, I have to leave the words here for a while until I grasp it again. I don't have to worry, it will not take long.